It wasn't a wreck until we emptied all of the unpacked boxes from the garage to our living room.
Plus- We have 2 cars in our garage!! woohoo!!
Minus- We have all of our unpacked boxes in the middle of our empty living room! woohoo!! (<--not)
Moving is hard. Moving with three children (ALL home for summer break...) impossible. Seriously. I might never ever ever move again because this has been so difficult.. but it has taught me to relax and eat the elephant one bite at a time, so they say.
A friend came over this afternoon to pick up something. I knew she was coming today, but I did not know the time. Quite honestly, I had forgotten she was even coming until she called me at 11 and told me she was on her way. When I received the call I was in route to pick up Daxx from school. (They only went a 1/2 day this first day... not cool people in charge... not cool... I need 8-2:30 minimum to get anything accomplished!!) Anyhow, since I was in the car with 2 tired and hungry children, I was unable to scurry around the house and pick up the bazillion pairs of shoes and the 1/2 eaten pieces of bread that were cluttering up my living room filled with boxes.
She was waiting in front of my house when I pull into the drive way. So, not only does she get to see my insanely dirty house, but she gets a glimpse of my van... which is even scarier I am sure. She comes in, we chat, she gets her stuff, she leaves... I throw food at the children and toss them into bed (Just kidding!! ) I feed them lunch and then usher them to their rooms for naps and then I go throughout the house cleaning up from the chaos of the morning.
As I am picking up I become more and more irritated at the "snacks" that have ended up around my house. Empty goldfish bags, banana peels breading colonies of gnats, containers with 4-5 Cherios abandoned in the bottom, and 8 cups halfway filled with apple juice!! Whaaaaa!!!
My insides were screaming... "THIS. IS. RIDICULOUS. I will never feed my children snacks again!!!"
In the midst of my frustration God gently said to me, "Heather... this is a season of snacking... For your children and for you."
My children are young. Their bellies are little. They need snacks. They also need meals of healthy filling food too. Both are essential for them to be growing little people, happy and ready to learn.
This phase of my life is difficult. It is requiring more of me than I can give so I must constantly be "snacking" on God's word throughout the day. As I shuffled through my house picking up those stale crumbs that made it possible for my child to make it to their next meal without going into a low-blood-sugar induced coma, God revealed how he allows my soul to snack on Him.
Through Music; He fills me up.
Through scripture I have memorized; He fills me up.
Through fellowship with my family and friends; He fills me up.
Through silence and calmness; He fills me up.
Through listening to His Word; He fills me up.
Through finding beauty in his creation; He fills me up.
(The list goes on and on...)
In so many ways God pours into my life in perfectly small amounts, but those minute moments are sometimes the only thing that gets me to my next feast. Without them, I too would end up on the floor in a "my-children-are-screaming-and-I-am-a-tired-Mommy" coma!
Snacks will be had, no matter what... no matter how hard I fight them, I live a "crumby" life right now and I must accept it. Along with the crumbs my soul rejoices in the continual filling of the Holy Spirit, because without Him I am hopeless and I am ridiculous... and I am a mess too.
God is so gentle and full of grace, for Him to seek me out in these small ways and to care enough about me to nourish my soul in ways that I cannot describe is incredible. I am so thankful I serve a God who cares, and a God who meets me where I am.
|My Mom is the "SNACK QUEEN"... Every time we see her she brings the kids baskets of snacks. I blame their bad habit on her. ;)|